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Month: July 2023

The Book I Didn’t Intend to Write

And God said to Noah, “I have determined to make an end of all flesh, for the earth is filled with violence through them. Behold, I will destroy them with the earth. Make yourself an ark of gopher wood.” Genesis 6:13-14 As you likely know, in 2020, Tristan Publishing released – Freedom in the Fight…
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Feeling Alone?

Noah was a righteous man, blameless in his generation. Noah walked with God. . . Now the earth was corrupt in God’s sight, and the earth was filled with violence. Genesis 6:9-11 Most people who know me, know that I’m quite vocal about my addiction and faith. If my name ever came up in conversation…
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Affirmation and Dopamine

But Noah found favor in the eyes of the Lord. Genesis 6:8 We all have learned behaviors which stimulate our brains to release dopamine – the neurotransmitter that surges when we engage in some activity we enjoy: eating a donut, having sex, or smoking. It’s this dopamine surge that feels really good and drives us…
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Too Important to Fire

So the LORD said, “I will blot out man whom I have created from the face of the land, man and animals and creeping things and birds of the heavens, for I am sorry that I have made them.” Genesis 6:7 After my last relapse, part of me understood that I could lose my career.…
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The Grieving Parent

The LORD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every intention of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually. And the LORD regretted that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him to his heart.  Genesis 6:5-6 I know that very few of my…
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Leading Causes of Death

Then the LORD said, “My Spirit shall not abide in man forever, for he is flesh: his days shall be 120 years.” Genesis 6:3 I found recovery and began practicing addiction medicine during the fentanyl wave of the opioid epidemic, which claims around 70,000 lives each year. The tragedy of these overdose deaths is that…
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Defiant

Then the LORD said to Cain, “Where is Abel your brother?” He said, “I do not know; am I my brother’s keeper?” Genesis 4:9 In blogging about something that happened several years ago – my addiction and subsequent disaster – it’s easy to refer to my flaws in past tense only. The problem with this…
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Don’t Leave the Door Open

If you do well, will you not be accepted? And if you do not do well, sin is crouching at the door. Its desire is contrary to you, but you must rule over it. Genesis 4:7 A couple of months back, our garage door was left open one day, allowing in a chipmunk. Once in,…
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Distracted by Giants

The Nephilim were on the earth in those days, and also afterward, when the sons of God came in to the daughters of man and they bore children to them. Genesis 6:4 Usually, those who attend a faith-based recovery meeting, whether in jail or at the coffee shop, are there for the right reasons. They…
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What Can I Take with Me?

Thus all the days that Adam lived were 930 years, and he died. Genesis 5:5 I’ve often said that I’m thankful for the miserable consequences of my addiction. Without consequences, I’d still be enslaved. What if I’d have never found recovery though? What if I got to the end of my days only to find…
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