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How Did I Ever Get Here?

And when Elijah heard it, he wrapped his face in his cloak and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave. And behold, there came a voice to him and said, “What are you doing here, Elijah?” 1 Kings 19:13 Have you ever suddenly looked at your life and realized you’d gone somewhere…
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The Voice of God

And after the earthquake a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire. And after the fire the sound of a low whisper. 1 Kings 19:12 I think if you asked most of us if we wanted to hear God’s voice and know his will for our lives, we’d say, Yes, I want to…
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Ready to Die

But he himself went a day’s journey into the wilderness and came and sat down under a broom tree. And he asked that he might die, saying, “It is enough; now, O LORD, take away my life, for I am no better than my fathers.” 1 Kings 19:4 As you can imagine, being incarcerated is…
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I Still Have My Struggles

Then he was afraid, and he arose and ran for his life . . . 1 Kings 19:3 Recently, I attempted to compliment my wife when my words came out wrong. You look beautiful. What’s different? She always looks beautiful of course, but something was different. I shouldn’t have connected the two thoughts though, making…
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I Kill It or It Kills Me

And Elijah said to them, “Seize the prophets of Baal; let not one of them escape.” And they seized them. And Elijah brought them down to the brook Kishon and slaughtered them there. 1 Kings 18:40 At my weekly recovery meeting recently, I thought about those guys who’ve been through the group who’ve died in…
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Can I Prove God Exists?

And you call upon the name of your god, and I will call upon the name of the LORD, and the God who answers by fire, he is God. 1 Kings 18:24 As a kid, growing up on Bible stories, I loved today’s story. In it, the righteous Elijah challenged the evil prophets of Baal…
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Not that Funny When It Happens to Me

And at noon Elijah mocked them, saying, “Cry aloud, for he is a god. Either he is musing, or he is relieving himself, or he is on a journey, or perhaps he is asleep and must be awakened.” 1 Kings 18:27 Growing up in a pastor’s home, we practiced family devotions, when my dad would…
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When I Almost Didn’t Go to Medical School

And Elijah came near to all the people and said, “How long will you go limping between two different opinions? If the LORD is God, follow him; but if Baal, then follow him.” 1 Kings 18:21 Because there are far more applicants to the nations medical schools than there are positions, the process is quite…
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Living with a Limp

And Elijah came near to all the people and said, “How long will you go limping between two different opinions? If the LORD is God, follow him; but if Baal, then follow him.” And the people did not answer him a word. 1 Kings 18:21 Prior to my knee replacement in 2022, my knee had…
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This is All Your Fault

And he answered, “I have not troubled Israel, but you have, and your father’s house, because you have abandoned the commandments of the LORD and followed the Baals.” 1 Kings 18:18 A few years ago, I met a guy who’d relapsed and found himself back in jail. So, I asked what I always ask –…
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