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Appropriate Boundaries

Then Moses said, “Behold, I am going out from you and I will plead with the LORD that the swarms of flies may depart from Pharaoh, from his servants, and from his people, tomorrow. Only let not Pharaoh cheat again by not letting the people go to sacrifice to the LORD.” Exodus 8:29 After my…
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Can You Tone it Down a Bit?

Then Pharaoh called Moses and Aaron and said, “Go, sacrifice to your God within the land.” Exodus 8:25 Years before I found recovery – probably before I realized I was addicted to opioids myself – I spoke with a guy who identified as an alcoholic in recovery. The way he spoke bothered me. When he…
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The Life I’ve Got and the Life I Want

But on that day I will set apart the land of Goshen, where my people dwell, so that no swarms of flies shall be there, that you may know that I am the LORD in the midst of the earth. Exodus 8:22 When I was a kid, I believed that God should miraculously make his…
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The Hand of God

Then the magicians said to Pharaoh, “This is the finger of God.” Exodus 8:19 A few weeks back, while standing on my hands against the wall at my gym, I accidentally put my backside through the drywall. No one saw it happen, but it wasn’t something I could just walk away from, pretending it didn’t…
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The Only-in-Crisis Faith

But when Pharaoh saw that there was a respite, he hardened his heart and would not listen to them, as the LORD had said. Exodus 8:15 Over the 15 years of my opioid addiction, I experienced three discrete episodes when my drug use came to light and I was confronted by those around me. Each…
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God in Jail

Then Pharaoh called Moses and Aaron and said, “Plead with the LORD to take away the frogs from me and from my people, and I will let the people go to sacrifice to the LORD.” Exodus 8:8 In jail, I’ll often meet those who resist turning to God while incarcerated, insisting that they don’t want…
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Why Would I Want to Stop Using Meth?

Pharaoh turned and went into his house, and he did not take even this to heart. And all the Egyptians dug along the Nile for water to drink, for they could not drink the water of the Nile. Exodus 7:23-24 Working in addiction medicine, I routinely meet those who want to be sober, but they…
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Where Do I Find Life?

Moses and Aaron did as the LORD commanded. In the sight of Pharaoh and in the sight of his servants he lifted up the staff and struck the water in the Nile, and all the water in the Nile turned into blood. Exodus 7:20 Even during my opioid addiction, with all my self-loathing, I could…
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The Counterfeit Life

Then Pharaoh summoned the wise men and the sorcerers, and they, the magicians of Egypt, also did the same by their secret arts. For each man cast down his staff, and they became serpents. But Aaron’s staff swallowed up their staffs. Exodus 7:11-12 We took a family vacation to Mexico a couple years ago, where…
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The Imposter Syndrome

And the LORD said to Moses, “See, I have made you like God to Pharaoh . . .” Exodus 7:1 The term Imposter Syndrome, while not a formal mental health diagnosis, describes those who doubt their own ability and feel unworthy of their success or achievements. Despite evidence of their competence, they believe themselves to…
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