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Month: April 2020

Condescending Christians

Teacher, this woman has been caught in the act of adultery. John 8:4 Growing up, I was never taught that I was better than anyone else because of my faith, but still, I felt that way. In high school, I didn’t drink or smoke, so I felt pretty good about my life choices. I had…
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Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired

If anyone thirsts, let him come to me and drink. John 7:37 Looking back, I can’t blame my old job for my poor life decisions, but I can recognize those stressors which triggered my addictive behavior. I once thought I liked working overnight, but I can now see how it progressively degraded my self-control. After…
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Why Am I Doing This?

The one who speaks on his own authority seeks his own glory; but the one who seeks the glory of him who sent him is true, and in him there is no falsehood. John 7:18 In preparing for my upcoming book I’ve been working on growing the audience for my writing platform. Basically, this means…
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I Quit

After this many of his disciples turned back and no longer walked with him. John 6:66 For some reason, at the gym, I often fake a bad attitude. When we do things I don’t love, like burpees or box jumps, I’ll often say, This is stupid. I don’t really mean it. I enjoy the exercise,…
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Coronavirus Quaran-Time

It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh is no help at all. John 6:63 Like many of us, my routine has been radically changed by the coronavirus. You may have noticed the blog coming out a little later in the morning because my gym is closed, and I’ve found myself sleeping in. While…
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The Key to Happiness

Do not work for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give to you. John 6:27 I seem to have two very different wills. I have a now-appetite, which seeks immediate gratification, usually with some painful price to be paid later, and I…
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Abandoning the Old Life

Jesus said, “Have the people sit down.” John 6:10 When my wife and I got married, it was necessary to leave behind my old life. I couldn’t enter into a normal marriage relationship while still living with my medical school roommate in our dumpy basement apartment. To start a new life together, I had to…
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Frustrated by Those Who Refuse to Change

Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life. He does not come into judgment, but has passed from death to life. John 5:24 I go to one of those CrossFit gyms, where regular worldwide competition is part of the landscape. I’m not terrible at…
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When I No Longer Need God

See, you are well! Sin no more, that nothing worse may happen to you. John 5:14 When it comes to my drug addiction, I’ve been given more than a few second chances. Each time, in the painful consequences of relapse, I’d promise that I would stay on the right path this time. I told myself…
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Pandemic Insecurity

Sir, come down before my child dies. John 4:49 When I went to treatment, I knew I needed it, but I didn’t like it. Though I’d been enslaved to drugs, I was still under the illusion that I was in control. In treatment, that illusion was stripped away. I could get my snack bin only…
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