Category: Faith in the Struggle

Me First

So they made their father drink wine that night. And the firstborn went in and lay with her father. He did not know when she lay down or when she arose. Genesis 19:33 At the core of the destructive behavior of addiction, is a profound self-centeredness. It’s not that those addicted weigh their needs against…
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When My Friends Made Me Eat Ice Cream

So they made their father drink wine that night. Genesis 19:33 My wife and I went out to dinner with friends the other night. It was a good time, and I made healthy choices at the restaurant. When we were done though, someone (it may have been me) suggested that we go across the street…
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When God Wanted Me to Use Drugs

Now Lot went up out of Zoar and lived in the hills . . . So he lived in a cave with his two daughters. And the firstborn said to the younger, “Our father is old, and there is not a man on earth to come in to us after the manner of all the…
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Clinging to the Self-Destructive

As morning dawned, the angels urged Lot, saying, “Up! Take your wife and your two daughters who are here, lest you be swept away in the punishment of the city.” But he lingered. Genesis 19:15-16 I’ll not go into the reasons, but historically, smoking has been welcome in many recovery settings. I’ve been to Narcotic…
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Provoking the Beehive

The two angels came to Sodom in the evening, and Lot was sitting in the gate of Sodom. Genesis 19:1 I got stung by a couple of bees yesterday. It was my own fault. In the woods of our property, for some reason, a previous owner buried an old box spring years ago. I’ve been…
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Why Do You Care About Them?

Will you indeed sweep away the righteous with the wicked? Suppose there are fifty righteous within the city. Will you then sweep away the place and not spare it for the fifty righteous who are in it? Genesis 18:23-24 Nine years ago this week, with my life an absolute wreck, I sat in treatment at…
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When I Should Just Keep My Mouth Shut

The LORD said to Abraham, “Why did Sarah laugh and say, ‘Shall I indeed bear a child, now that I am old?’ Is anything too hard for the LORD? At the appointed time I will return to you, about this time next year, and Sarah shall have a son.” But Sarah denied it, saying, “I…
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What Has Made the Difference?

“Sarah your wife shall have a son.” . . . The way of women had ceased to be with Sarah. So Sarah laughed to herself, saying, “After I am worn out, and my lord is old, shall I have pleasure?” Genesis 18:10-12 As I introduced myself to a patient in jail yesterday, telling a little…
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In the Presence of Celebrity

When he saw them, he ran from the tent door to meet them and bowed himself to the earth and said, “O Lord, if I have found favor in your sight, do not pass by your servant.” Genesis 18:3 My wife and I once saw a famous (probably the most famous) basketball player across the…
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Recognizing God

He lifted up his eyes and looked, and behold, three men were standing in front of him. Genesis 18:2 Who do I meet in jail? Honestly, I regularly meet those who’re not all that different from me. Most of them have struggled with chemicals, which is exactly what I expected and it’s why I took…
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