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Then he said, “I am God, the God of your father. Do not be afraid to go down to Egypt, for there I will make you into a great nation. I myself will go down with you to Egypt, and I will also bring you up again . . .” Genesis 46:3 When my son…
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God Told Me to Marry You

And God spoke to Israel in visions of the night and said, “Jacob, Jacob.” And he said, “Here I am.” Genesis 46:2 I’ve mentioned previously that for me, it was love at first sight when I first met my wife. I simply knew that she was the person with whom I wanted to spend the…
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My Bucket List

And Israel said, “It is enough; Joseph my son is still alive. I will go and see him before I die.” Genesis 45:28 I’ve got some stuff on my bucket list. I’d like to see New Zealand. I want grandchildren and I’d love to be able to help raise them. I’d like to be able…
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Coming Clean

And they told him, “Joseph is still alive, and he is ruler over all the land of Egypt.” And his heart became numb, for he did not believe them. Genesis 45:26 In my addiction, living a double life was oddly normal. Because I couldn’t let anyone know that I was using, I became an expert…
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When Our Kids Can’t Get Along

Then he sent his brothers away, and as they departed, he said to them, “Do not quarrel on the way.” Genesis 45:24 Most of us, as parents, don’t like it when our kids quarrel. Because we love our children, and we desire to live in harmony with them, we also want them to love and…
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Forgiven

You shall dwell in the land of Goshen, and you shall be near me, you and your children and your children’s children, and your flocks, your herds, and all that you have. Genesis 45:10 One day when I was maybe six or seven years old, my brother and I were fighting when he threw his…
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Afraid of Losing Myself

Hurry and go up to my father and say to him, “Thus says your son Joseph, God has made me lord of all Egypt. Come down to me; do not tarry.” Genesis 45:9 I’ve said this before, but I think it’s worth repeating – When I went to God, desperate to find recovery, he asked…
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God’s Perspective

And God sent me before you to preserve for you a remnant on earth, and to keep alive for you many survivors. So it was not you who sent me here, but God. Genesis 45:7-8 In the immediate disaster of my addiction, there was no proverbial light at the end of the tunnel. I felt…
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I Once Owned a Motorcycle

And Joseph said to his brothers, “I am Joseph! Is my father still alive?” But his brothers could not answer him, for they were dismayed at his presence. Genesis 45:3 I once had a motorcycle, way back when I was young, dumb, and single. My parents advised against it, concerned about my safety, but I…
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Did You Injure Yourself Just to Get Drugs?

Then Judah went up to him and said, “Oh, my lord, please let your servant speak a word in my lord’s ears, and let not your anger burn against your servant . . .” Genesis 44:18 The week my life fell apart due to my addiction, I also happened to injure my knee. That was…
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