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Big Boy Tantrum

Ahab went into his house vexed and sullen . . .  And he lay down on his bed and turned away his face and would eat no food. 1 Kings 21:4 I recently had a one of those annoying days when I just couldn’t get anything done. I needed to plant grass, but I couldn’t find…
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Just One Drink

He . . . took the yoke of oxen and sacrificed them and boiled their flesh with the yokes of the oxen . . . Then he arose and went after Elijah and assisted him. 1 Kings 19:21 Though my struggle with self-control may always have some influence on me, I don’t believe that I must…
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Happy Shiny Christians

He asked that he might die, saying, “It is enough; now, O Lord, take away my life . . .“ 1 Kings 19:4 I have recently been wrestling with a recurrent theme from the Old Testament. Many times, God told the Israelites that if they obeyed Him, they would be rewarded with success (Deuteronomy 12:28).…
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Life on the Pot

Elijah mocked them, saying, “Cry aloud, for he is a god. Either he is musing, or he is relieving himself . . .” 1 Kings 18:27 Today’s passage tells one of my favorite childhood Old Testament stories. In it, Elijah, a prophet of God, challenged the prophets of the false god, Baal, whom the Israelites…
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Why Don’t You Stop?

How long will you go limping between two different opinions? If the Lord is God, follow Him . . . 1 Kings 18:21 A couple summers ago, my son and I hiked into the mountains, carrying our tent, food, and clothing on our backs. It was supposed to be all fun, but honestly, the hike in,…
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You’re the Cause of My Misery

Is it you, you troubler of Israel? 1 Kings 18:17 It is often part of my job as a physician to inform patients with an injury, such as an ankle fracture, that the treatment will require several weeks in a cast. Occasionally, the patient will direct anger and frustration over this inconvenience at me. I understand…
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The Voice of Wisdom and the Voice of Preference

But he abandoned the counsel that the old men gave him . ..  1 Kings 12:8 My first Alcoholics Anonymous sponsor, several years ago, was a veteran of recovery with years of sobriety and experience. Did he know more than me about recovery? Yes. Should I have listened to him? Again, yes. Did I continue…
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I Know It’s Wrong, but I Want It

Now King Solomon loved many foreign women . . . 1 Kings 11:1 Seared into my memory, are the thoughts I had when I relapsed in 2014. I knew it was morally wrong. I had been there before, and I knew the disastrous consequences. I knew what I stood to lose, but as I surrendered…
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Misery and Company

He shall be neither mine nor yours; divide him.  1 Kings 3:26 When I encounter personal misery, I am easily annoyed by anyone who does not share in my discomfort. If I am struggling with my weight, I don’t want to hear how someone just lost 15 pounds. There is even a part of me…
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If I Had One Wish

The Lord appeared to Solomon in a dream by night, and God said, “Ask what I shall give you.” 1 Kings 3:5 As children, we used to play, What if I got one wish? I would wish for a bazillion dollars, infinite wishes or maybe infinite donuts. All of my wishes were obviously focused on my…
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