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What is this we have done, that we have let Israel go from serving us? Exodus 14:5 My wife and I were watching a movie recently, when our discussion turned to an actor in the film who, in real life, died of a heroin overdose. He had apparently been sober for some time before his…
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Destiny and Free Will

The Lord hardened the heart of Pharaoh. Exodus 9:12 I have never liked the thought of destiny. Preferring to believe that I am the master of my own fate, I chafe at the idea that I am not in control. Never mind that I’ve made some pretty disastrous decisions, or, that I felt completely out…
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Take This Frog from Me

Plead with the Lord to take away the frogs from me and from my people, and I will let the people go to sacrifice to the Lord. Exodus 8:8 In my drug addiction, whenever I felt the heat of consequences approaching, I began praying desperately, bargaining with God. God, if you get me out of this,…
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The Hardest Hike

Moses spoke thus to the people of Israel, but they did not listen to Moses, because of their broken spirit and harsh slavery. Exodus 6:9 I have another addiction to confess. I love hiking. Vacation, to me, is getting up before dawn and striking out for hours on the trail. On almost every hike though,…
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Expectations and Resentments

Then Moses turned to the Lord and said, “O Lord, why have you done evil to this people? Why did you ever send me? Exodus 5:22 As it is painful to repent, when we do finally commit to radical obedience, we often expect everything around us to change instantly as well. Though we once dragged…
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The Question I Refuse to Ask

But Pharaoh said, “Who is the Lord, that I should obey his voice? . . .” Exodus 5:2 We often refuse to ask the one question we should: How must I obey you God? We don’t ask the question because we don’t really want to know the answer. We don’t ask God how to get…
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Not Good Enough

I will be with your mouth and with his mouth and will teach you both what to do. Exodus 4:15 At our gym, we all go through the same workout of the day together. It is usually timed, and we do keep score. This breeds competition, which I very much enjoy. There are those however,…
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Excuses

But Moses said to the Lord, “Oh, my Lord, I am not eloquent . . . but I am slow of speech and of tongue.” Exodus 4:10 In our corruption, addicts have a surplus of excuses ready to ease our behavior into places it shouldn’t go. I deserve this. I need to sleep. It’s no…
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Stranger in a Strange Land

I have been a stranger in a strange land. Exodus 2:22 (KJV) The strangest thing I saw when I moved to Minnesota had to be the hundreds of ice houses and trucks on the frozen lakes. I ice fished once as a child, sitting on a bucket, freezing. These heated campers on ice though, were…
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Did God Make Me Use Drugs?

As for you, you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good . . . Genesis 50:20 Did I choose to be a Christian, or did God choose me? Is God in control or do I have free will? When I become a Christian, do I have a new life, or do I…
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