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Where’s My Deodorant?

He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. Revelation 3:6 A couple of weeks ago, I couldn’t find my deodorant as I was getting ready one morning. I looked in all the likely places but it was simply gone. I knew I hadn’t taken it out of the…
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Losing My White Coat

The one who conquers will be clothed thus in white garments, and I will never blot his name out of the book of life. I will confess his name before my Father and before his angels. Revelation 3:5 In medical school, while in the clinic or hospital, I wore a short white coat to signify…
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When I Fell Through the Ice Yesterday

Yet you have still a few names in Sardis, people who have not soiled their garments, and they will walk with me in white, for they are worthy. Revelation 3:4 Yesterday afternoon, I sat in my hot tub, watching my dog explore out on the frozen lake. It may be April, but it’s still winter…
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Death in the Struggle

Remember, then, what you received and heard. Keep it, and repent. If you will not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what hour I will come against you. Revelation 3:3 Think of your greatest life struggle with self-control. Perhaps it’s with food. If it isn’t food, substitute…
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Wake Up!

Wake up, and strengthen what remains and is about to die, for I have not found your works complete in the sight of my God. Revelation 3:2 A couple of days ago, a train derailed in a nearby small town – you likely saw it on the news – igniting several train cars of ethanol…
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Dead Inside

I know your works. You have the reputation of being alive, but you are dead. Revelation 3:1 In my addiction, I lived two existences. There was my life on the outside that everyone saw. I was a husband, father, and an Emergency Room physician. This was the facade that I wanted the world to know.…
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For the Rest of My Life

Only hold fast what you have until I come. Revelation 2:25 I once couldn’t accept that I must continue to work on my recovery for the rest of my life. In my first couple of attempts at recovery, I went to meetings – for a while. I did my daily reading, praying, and meditating –…
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I Think I’d Like Meth

But to the rest of you in Thyatira, who do not hold this teaching, who have not learned what some call the deep things of Satan, to you I say, I do not lay on you any other burden. Revelation 2:24 It’s my nature to be open to new experiences and frankly, I worry that…
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A Little Bit of Knowledge Can Be Dangerous

And all the churches will know that I am he who searches mind and heart, and I will give to each of you according to your works. Revelation 2:23 A little bit of knowledge, without understanding the big picture, can be quite dangerous. When I was a kid, I saw those on TV who could…
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Does God Punish or Discipline Us?

Behold, I will throw her onto a sickbed, and those who commit adultery with her I will throw into great tribulation, unless they repent of her works . . . Revelations 2:22 As my addiction came to light in 2014, my world threatened to come apart. So, I turned to God, praying desperately for protection.…
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