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My Biggest Life Problem Right Now

Jesus said to her, “Go, call your husband, and come here.” John 4:16 In the misery of active addiction, I believed I needed God if I wanted my life to change. So, I tried to go to church. I tried to pray. I tried to grow closer to him. For every minute I spent in…
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Coronavirus Anxiety

Whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again. The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life. John 4:13-14 In the disastrous consequences of my addiction, I found my professional future in jeopardy. It took months to…
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I Will Not Bend Down to Help Those People

The Samaritan woman said to him, “How is it that you, a Jew, ask for a drink from me, a woman of Samaria?” (For Jews have no dealings with Samaritans.) John 4:9 When I decided to go to medical school, I did so for predictable reasons. I liked biology and I wanted to help my…
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Falling into the Ice Hole

Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life . . . John 3:36 When we first moved to Minnesota, I went through an ice fishing stage and quickly realized that I enjoyed fishing in seven or eight feet of water so I could see the…
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Am I Ever Wrong?

He who is of the earth belongs to the earth and speaks in an earthly way. John 3:31 In medicine, I’ve been slow to learn, but I am learning not to be too overconfident. Many times, a worried mom has asked me to test for an illness I just knew that her child didn’t have.…
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Covid-19 Lessons

He must increase, but I must decrease. John 3:30 Three weeks ago, when this virus still seemed to be only a theoretical threat, I was skeptical of the necessity of radical measures to slow its spread. I suspected the risk was exaggerated and would soon blow over. When March Madness was cancelled, I was annoyed.…
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Recovery is a Daily Choice

Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. John 3:18 “It’s easy not to drink when I’m in here.” I’ve heard this from many alcoholics and addicts while in treatment. In treatment, they’re living…
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Sex in the Eye

As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in him may have eternal life. John 3:14 Just knowing myself and how the male mind works, I don’t allow movies with sexually provocative scenes or nudity at our house. I do this for…
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Christian. Physician. Addict.

That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. John 3:6 I grew up in an evangelical church where Born Again was a central concept. What that meant though, wasn’t completely clear. In my mind, once a person believed in Christ, he was born again…
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Born Again Weirdos

Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born again he cannot see the kingdom of God. John 3:3 The first time someone spoke openly to me about his alcoholism, it made me uncomfortable. I don’t think he had any idea of my growing addiction, but for some reason, he talked candidly about his…
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