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I Will Not Bend Down to Help Those People

The Samaritan woman said to him, “How is it that you, a Jew, ask for a drink from me, a woman of Samaria?” (For Jews have no dealings with Samaritans.) John 4:9 When I decided to go to medical school, I did so for predictable reasons. I liked biology and I wanted to help my…
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Falling into the Ice Hole

Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life . . . John 3:36 When we first moved to Minnesota, I went through an ice fishing stage and quickly realized that I enjoyed fishing in seven or eight feet of water so I could see the…
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Am I Ever Wrong?

He who is of the earth belongs to the earth and speaks in an earthly way. John 3:31 In medicine, I’ve been slow to learn, but I am learning not to be too overconfident. Many times, a worried mom has asked me to test for an illness I just knew that her child didn’t have.…
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Covid-19 Lessons

He must increase, but I must decrease. John 3:30 Three weeks ago, when this virus still seemed to be only a theoretical threat, I was skeptical of the necessity of radical measures to slow its spread. I suspected the risk was exaggerated and would soon blow over. When March Madness was cancelled, I was annoyed.…
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Fake Jail Faith

Whoever does what is true comes to the light, so that it may be clearly seen that his works have been carried out in God. John 3:21 A buddy and I go to the jail every Sunday morning to meet with those interested in a Bible study/recovery meeting. There, in the misery of jail, away…
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Sunburn

For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his works should be exposed. John 3:20 In my addiction, I engaged in behavior – using, lying, and manipulating – that was completely contrary with my beliefs. This led to what psychology would call cognitive dissonance, a state…
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Because I Like It

And this is the judgment: the light has come into the world, and people loved the darkness rather than the light because their works were evil. John 3:19 Treatment for chemical dependency involves a lot of group therapy, but also involves regular one on one time with a counselor. My memory of those individual counseling…
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Recovery is a Daily Choice

Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. John 3:18 “It’s easy not to drink when I’m in here.” I’ve heard this from many alcoholics and addicts while in treatment. In treatment, they’re living…
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Christian Hate

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16 It’s unfortunately common for Christians to communicate not love, but rather, hate to those whom we consider lost. We believe there is a narrow path to eternal life, and…
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Sex in the Eye

As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in him may have eternal life. John 3:14 Just knowing myself and how the male mind works, I don’t allow movies with sexually provocative scenes or nudity at our house. I do this for…
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