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Month: May 2020

When My Telephone Service Was Disconnected

If you know these things, blessed are you if you do them. John 13:17 In medical school, I lived with two other guys in a house with an actual telephone on the wall. This was before mobile phones, and so we relied on that phone to communicate with the outside world. One day, much to…
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Waiting Tables

If I then, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another’s feet. For I have given you an example, that you also should do just as I have done to you. John 13:14-15 I waited tables in college to make ends meet. It was decent money, but I…
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When I Missed My Daughter’s Birthday

If anyone hears my words and does not keep them, I do not judge him; for I did not come to judge the world but to save the world. John 12:47 I missed my daughter’s 12th birthday, not for any valiant reason, but because I was in treatment. When I entered treatment, I made it…
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Walking in the Light

Walk while you have the light, lest darkness overtake you. John 12:35 In pursuing faith and recovery, I’ve believed in and looked to the Bible for answers. I prefer concrete, explicit instructions, and sometimes, I’m frustrated by all the metaphors about seeds, plants and light. In todays’ passage, Jesus commanded us to walk in the…
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Affirmation Addiction

They loved the glory that comes from man more than the glory that comes from God. John 12:43 I grew up being a people-pleaser. I’ve derived much instant, but fleeting, gratification from those who’ve confirmed that I’m kind, smart, and successful. I dislike that I’ve craved this affirmation, but my annoyance hasn’t actually overridden my…
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Why I’m Not Skinny Yet

Unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit. John 12:24 For the last several years, I’ve been about 20 pounds overweight. I used to be a lot heavier, and I’ve lost considerable weight, but I’ve not quite been able to get…
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Do Not Read This

Whoever loves his life loses it, and whoever hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. John 12:25 As Christians, we believe that we have some responsibility to share our faith with those around us. In our desire that others come to faith, we’re tempted to become salesman for God. In…
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The Alcoholic Bartender

So they took branches of palm trees and went out to meet him, crying out, “Hosanna! Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord, even the King of Israel!” John 12:13 In treatment for chemical dependency, the addict is surrounded by those who encourage him in his sobriety. With the distractions of…
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When the Rules Don’t Apply to Me

So the chief priests made plans to put Lazarus to death as well, because on account of him many of the Jews were going away and believing in Jesus. John 12:10 By the time the coronavirus quarantine began, I’d bought into the belief that we should try to slow the spread of the virus by…
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What Addiction Looks Like

He said this, not because he cared about the poor, but because he was a thief, and having charge of the moneybag he used to help himself to what was put into it. John 12:6 Addiction isn’t just about drugs or alcohol. Whenever I talk to those who struggle with gambling or those who overeat…
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