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Month: November 2019

Fairy Tale Poison

Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God. Luke 6:20 When I was in a teenager, looking forward to the future, I didn’t imagine going to treatment one day for an addiction to drugs. I planned, rather, on a comfortable life with a beautiful family. Those things aren’t necessarily wrong…
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How Did I Get Here?

In these days he went out to the mountain to pray, and all night he continued in prayer to God. Luke 6:12 How did I get here? That’s what I asked myself in the disaster of my addiction. I hadn’t planned on the destruction. I’d planned on a comfortable life as a respectable physician, husband,…
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Following the Rules for All the Wrong Reasons

The scribes and the Pharisees watched him, to see whether he would heal on the Sabbath, so that they might find a reason to accuse him. Luke 6:7 As much as I don’t like to admit it, as a kid, I was a people-pleaser. I followed what I believed to be the rules, not because…
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Those Who Refuse Help

Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick. Luke 5:32 Because I understand the misery of addiction, I daily pray for those I know to still be living in it. I know I can’t recovery for anyone else, but still, it’s difficult to watch those who so obviously…
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Those Who Don’t Understand the Struggle

Why do you eat and drink with tax collectors and sinners? Luke 5:30 Before I came to understand the depravity of my own nature through my addiction, I was often guilty of looking down on those who made such stupid mistakes. Even now, having been in recovery for a few years, it’s again easy to…
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What Really Matters?

Which is easier, to say, “Your sins are forgiven you,” or to say, “Rise and walk”? Luke 5:23 In contemplating today’s blog on the most important things in life, I’ve been thinking about my own perspective. How often am I distracted from the things that truly matter by the temporal, the tangible, and immediate gratification?…
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Take My Addiction Away

Some men were bringing on a bed a man who was paralyzed, and they were seeking to bring him in and lay him before Jesus . . . Luke 5:18 It seems to me, that my life would be far easier, and that I’d be a better person, if I didn’t wrestle with lust, gluttony,…
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Change Your Life

When they had brought their boats to land, they left everything and followed him. Luke 5:11 As a kid, growing up in church – my father is a pastor – we regularly celebrated stories of changed lives. It wasn’t uncommon to hear about someone who had lived a life of crime, only to find faith…
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Running from God

Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord. Luke 5:8 Whenever I fail in some personal struggle, it always makes it more difficult to return to God. It’s painful to face him after a fall, and so, I continue down my path, going even further in the wrong direction. As I was…
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What Can One Person Do?

All those who had any who were sick with various diseases brought them to him, and he laid his hands on every one of them and healed them. Luke 4:40 I had a day off yesterday, which meant I finally got around to cleaning up the mountains of leaves that autumn has piled in my…
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